Random thoughts

Well, as it’s title says, you’ll read Random thoughts, coming on my mind right now and always.

My first thought is my best friend, I mean she’s AWESOME, she’s like nothing I’ve ever seen, I’ve never thought that I’ll have a female best friend, specially in such society, and such generation, it’s like looking for a needle in a tuft of straws, but thankfully I’ve found mine, just like that, she’s being everything, she’s a strong person when you need one, a loving person when you need a friend with pure love, a funny one when you’re sad or filled with sorrows, a wise person when you’re confused, a smart problem solver when you’re in one, she can be anything you want and for sure she’s your Best Friend all time, every second, I’m really grateful for having her in my life, and proud for letting me be her Best Friend, and I wish everyone to have one like her because once you have her you have everything, AND I MEAN IT.

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EOTW & Beyond l نهاية العالم وما بعدها

.برنامج ديني علمي يُعرض اسبوعيا، ويقدم وجهة نظر جديدة عن نهاية العالم من خلال القرآن الكريم

: المقدم

يقدم البرنامج المهندس المعماري, و العالم الفيزيائي, و الحاصل على الدكتوراه في البحوث الإسلامية: د.علي منصور كيالي.

قام الدكتور كيالي بدراسة لغات القبائل العربية لمدة 8 سنوات, بالإضافة إلى إتمام 30 عام من الدراسات القرآنية.

كما قدم الدكتور برامج علمية دينية على مجموعة من الفضائيات العربية، كما أنه ألقى ما يزيد عن 700 محاضرة إسلامية أمام أهم الرموز الدينية في مختلف دول الوطن العربي.

EOTW & Beyond – تشويقة برنامج – نهاية العالم وما بعدها – مع الدكتور علي منصور كيالي

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Old is Gold

As the title say, OLD IS GOLD I’m sick of my life these days I want my life back, they used to say that if someone is a developer he have no life, and I used to say no, we do have life but now I realised it’s true. I’m dying slowly I’m losing my self, over stressing my self and losing my soul while only dealing with codes and thinking thinking thinking.

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The Angel MY eyes had missed

Yes , the angel my eyes had missed and it’s crying on him, living my days without him is like being alone on this great huge world. Days are empty and they all look the same no one to talk to, no one to say everything in your heart to, no one to be in your side when you need one, no one to wipe that tear off your eyes, Just NO ONE, he’s gone the Only thing I can do is reading his tweets and tweet for him and waiting if he’s going to tweet back anything, and just turn off my twitter disappointed having nothing to make my self okay with.

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Scratches

As days pass on and time runs out of your hands, you sit there in the dark night with its thirst to lock you with miseries and sorrows surrounding you,how?just by going over your actions and attitudes the day before and the one before and it goes on and on and on and on until you drop a tear and say (astaghfer allah al3azem).

Night rhymes with knight msh mn faragh ,it actually grabs your soul and starts playing it for as long as you’re awake ,blacked out and being forced to watch a clip of all the faces your mind would recognise the ones who left ,died and the ones who you’ll see when the sun rises ! w khod fadde mn elhawa kasak as the legendery om kolthoom says …

your only companian for the night is the battle your mind and heart go through… and lets get it all clear ,your mind is a fearless bastard and your heart hmm that thing that keeps you alive and digs you a grave everyday is abviously a hypocrite (sawf talhobena el7aya w tskhar)

in between your past and your future there swings your present ,you may want to forget the past -lessons should be learned tho – look up to your future without the extra exitement and the fake smile you’ve got on your face .

no one ever said it’s going to be easy , no one has the right to give that life statement philosophers spent their entire lives seeking for, why ? because you dear reader is different , your heart, mind and eyes these cannot be copied , your tears , delusions and smiles will only be written in your own life scenario…

RASHA ABU SHANAB

A True Best Friend!

Writing this blog with a heart full of pain and an eyes wants to cry so badly, missing your best friend is something really exhausting your power and specially if she’s in front of your eyes and you can’t reach her damn it’s hard, watching her facing everything by her self and you want to face the whole world for her but you can’t, it hurts a LOT she’s YOUR BEST FRIEND.

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the angle your eyes had missed !

since these days are pretty much my last days at school , i was thinking of making a video ,it doesn’t say alot about me as rasha as it gathers clips from what’s happening around me .

i still can’t believe i turned 18 and one step closer to success as well as death :p hahaha ,i do not really aim to mention it but yeah a birthday means (hey remember when you were a tiny piece of shit ,you didn’t actually exist ,and now you’re consuming what you’ve got from ur loud ticking seconds for celebrating that) <–that in my opinion what goes in mind but never spoken loud .

another thing that people cheer about is marriage ,i mean seriously Are You Out Of Your Mind ???
away from the pictures you have and the beautiful white dress ,flowers and the wedding itself there is your job ,your kids , and your bathrooms mirror.

and i believe the hardest would be your bathrooms mirror! you might now get confused but no don’t , this thing is just one example of the millions of things we tend to not think about ,although you see yourself in it each and every morning. It is probably the one thing that reflects genuiney , it shows you tired , with your swollen eyes and your shaggy skin yet it whispers in your ears “you’re alive”, and with all what it gives you you don’t even bother to pay it back , you don’t smash it neither clean it .

i am not asking you to be more hygienic ,i am just telling you you should be more responsible before you make your move ,as in serious matters ofc , HAVING KIDS is in , are you following ?IT’SIN .

set her free

in a sparkly stars-full night ,he had shown up with his 1.80 meters height ,she stood by the tree and counted to three ,she said here you go i’ve given it all away to the law.

the shadow couldn’t let her down he can’t bare her frown ,why would a star fall from the sky why would an angel fall down ,her eyes and its depth oh lord why so chocolate brown !

shhh watch out can’t you hear creepy winds shout,i am quite sure the whole world would go bright if you keep sadness out of sight…

her soul is attached to you ,maybe she’s wrong maybe she’s right,both ways there won’t be a fight,set me free she said ,dropped a tear and he still said i might .